tete-e-tete or private conversation is a consequence of the need of organization of the random but essentially thoughtful insights that one may come across in one's journey of learning but to which one hardly pays heed.
I like to believe I'm a pretty average and mediocre person who got lucky in certain things. But sometimes that's just the imposter syndrome talking. I'm a 34 year old married woman, no kids. I've had a job most of my adult life but have also taken a break to travel without struggling financially. I'm a very involved elder daughter to my loving parents and a sister to my brother who's in a different country and also a friend to my sister in law. I lead a healthy lifestyle and focus on fitness and working out as a priority. I manage my life pretty well and I'm now pretty well off in most aspects.
When i think about life management the following categories come to my mind in no particular order:
1. Financial management
2. Job/business management
3. Marriage Management
4. Relationship management
5. Health Management
And I intend to talk about them not for anyone else but for me to assess and evaluate how I'm doing and improve in areas that make sense. There's no particular goal of this, it's mostly an exercise in self awareness.
It's been years since I've held a pen in my hand and put my thoughts to paper. I read my previous posts today and wondered how strongly I felt about things, about everything. Has something changed? I'm trying to figure out. Over the years I'm a different person now. I've accomplished some things, made choices, experienced consequences. It's made me a better person and I'm ready to share.